How I feel?

Company is more important than location, personally.

Did you even care how I might have felt when you made decisions? Whoever you all are.

I believe with all my heart that you didn't expect my reaction. Just as I never expected this change.
I just mind that I was merely informed.

Right now what I might be feeling is not important anymore. Waiting to make my decision.

Switchfoot - Dare You To Move

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where're you gonna go?
Where're you gonna go?

Salvation is here!

I dare you to lift yourself up of the floor
I dare you to move.

Sick

Haven't vomited in a very very long time; vomited a lot yesterday. Nausea, vomiting, diarrhoea, palpitations and loss of appetite. Suddenly I'm experiencing the terms we normally use in school for the pharmacology module.

Am not feeling well at all, not sure what I ate though. Maybe it's a reminder to eat properly, not to take so much junk food.

By the way I even blacked out last night. Just couldn't see a thing for about 10 seconds. Fortunately I made my way to my bathroom in the dark just in time to puke into the toilet bowl.

At times such as this, you don't think about girlfriends and boyfriends anymore; you just want your mother. Pardon me if I'm wrong.
All I want right now is to be in the loving arms of mother. Yet I wouldn't wish that she come all the way here, forgo visiting sister at her national service camp, just to take care of an adult-to-be.

Yet at such a time, I am grateful for friends who care.

Got to go to the clinic! See ya...

Devine planning

I was supposed to be at the Immigrations department at this very moment. Promised some friends to be there to wait with them as they would not know how to go about the process of collecting their student's passes, at least I had experience of my own.

To cut the long story short. I gave my word to be there with my friends as they collected their passes. However I fell sick for at least a week now and really needed rest this morning. Felt bad about not being there for them though.

And suddenly they called because they had a situation. Couldn't make payments! Couldn't make the payments for their passes in cash. Very fortunately, I knew what to do. Internet banking.

Couldn't have solved the problem had I went out to meet them.

On hindsight now, I have nothing more to say than thanks to the Devine Planner up there who is all-sufficient and all-knowing. I stay amazed.

Sarawak for change (2)

So the present government continues to rule with two-thirds majority of votes.

Sarawak voted, they got what they voted or did not vote for.


I still believe in God, so I still believe in His miracles.

Let His kingdom come.

Sarawak for change!

As I write, change is taking place in Sarawak. State election. Polling has already begun and shall continue until 5PM today.

I have been following the news.
Somehow I find myself following it with some sort of watching-football-match attitude, sometimes. Why?

This is so much more than a football match. This is Sarawak's future as well as ours here in the Peninsula.

This is not a football match.

Praying for a fair election.
May God's will be done in Sarawak as it is in Heaven.

RON97 petrol up 20 sen from tomorrow???

No, this is not an April Fool's joke.

Just read some news after a long day of work. End of second week of my clinical posting now, one more week to go and I will no longer be called a Year 1 student.

Back to the poing, petrol price going up again? Well, that's one thing that goes up but never comes down. And it's going up much more frequently since I got my driver's licence. Or maybe I never noticed when I was in the passenger's seat.

RON97 petrol is slightly more expensive than the RON95.
Personally, I still prefer driving on the 97.
Anyway...