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Sunday 18 April 2010

Final Moments

So I will be officially leaving, but what's the problem? Coming back again this weekend, Hahaha!!
It has been a great few weeks of preparation for college, planning, packing, etc.
And I am just so thankful to my family and friends, people who have shown tremendous support in my decision and choice of further studies. All the help in many practical ways, the encouragement, information, gifts and farewell parties, really touches me and I am just so so grateful!
If you are reading this, you know who you are, thank you very much.



Final Moments
Spending the first day of the week opening gifts and reading messages,
gonna spend the consecutive as a student of another for the first day.

Spending a few final hours sleeping on my bed in my home,
gonna spend tonight laying on a different bed in a different place.

Spending Malaysian Ringgit on meals with Kluang fellows,
gonna be spending Singapore Dollars eating alone.

Spending some final moments with few worries,
gonna need to be attentive and alert from now.

A bird should never remain in its nest forever,
there must always be a time to fly;
times may get tough, and surroundings harsh,
the bird that gives up might die
but those who trust shall soar the skies
for they were made for greater heights.

© Joel Yap

Wednesday 14 April 2010

Finally

Four suns left to the seventh moon
finally a message from he
who left me in despair
finally, finally a word came

So eager was I
awaiting the letter
so frustrated at times
so patient altogether

Never once did I disturbed
never once have I approached
when finally the waiting paid off
at least what I thought

In the message only I learnt
that hear another I may never
Heart stopped pumping for a moment
seems I shall ever be forsaken

How many times do you wish my heart to be broken?!
O this heart, like shattered glass all over the ground...
and the pieces, swept away from your compound

© Joel Yap

Saturday 10 April 2010

Back on stage

Backed out from stage...
Backslid into shadows...
Backing down on ministry...

Stepping out from the backstage,
In action, back on stage


After so long and after so much, finally I attempt to do what I had anointing in doing, and I hope it will turn out well.

Friday 2 April 2010

又怎样?

你敬佩老师,因此喜欢上课。
但是你上课的表现只显得出你没兴趣,喜欢又怎样?

老师帮助你很多,甚至太多太多,你很感谢。
但那又怎样?
你上课只会发呆,老师也拿你没办法,当没看到。

你早就知道向老师道谢最好的方法是把书读好,知道又怎样?

如今你要从新开始,老师还是那么照顾你。
你最好不要忘记。


对不起,谢谢您。