Faithless

Inconstant; quick to turn away; easily forgetful of the good deeds of others.

Yesterday my roommate did a very sweet thing. He prepared lunch at home and gave us* a treat. Not only that, he even brought the food to our* college as we* only had one or a couple of hours free for lunch.

And the food was great. the three of us* ate happily together. I was grateful.

However, by evening we* were having stomachaches and visited the washroom several times. I am currently still having rather active bowel movements, by the way. So what was the culprit? Lunch, our* best guess.
So what if it was my roommate's food that caused us the abdominal discomfort?
Should we* be so quick to blame the guy who put in time, effort and money to prepare our* lunch?
Should we*?

*a mutual friend between CS Lee and I; a good friend too.

How I feel?

Company is more important than location, personally.

Did you even care how I might have felt when you made decisions? Whoever you all are.

I believe with all my heart that you didn't expect my reaction. Just as I never expected this change.
I just mind that I was merely informed.

Right now what I might be feeling is not important anymore. Waiting to make my decision.

Switchfoot - Dare You To Move

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where're you gonna go?
Where're you gonna go?

Salvation is here!

I dare you to lift yourself up of the floor
I dare you to move.

Sick

Haven't vomited in a very very long time; vomited a lot yesterday. Nausea, vomiting, diarrhoea, palpitations and loss of appetite. Suddenly I'm experiencing the terms we normally use in school for the pharmacology module.

Am not feeling well at all, not sure what I ate though. Maybe it's a reminder to eat properly, not to take so much junk food.

By the way I even blacked out last night. Just couldn't see a thing for about 10 seconds. Fortunately I made my way to my bathroom in the dark just in time to puke into the toilet bowl.

At times such as this, you don't think about girlfriends and boyfriends anymore; you just want your mother. Pardon me if I'm wrong.
All I want right now is to be in the loving arms of mother. Yet I wouldn't wish that she come all the way here, forgo visiting sister at her national service camp, just to take care of an adult-to-be.

Yet at such a time, I am grateful for friends who care.

Got to go to the clinic! See ya...